I have fallen
so deep (for you)
that I’m afraid
I’ll never find back

back to a life without you
back to a day without you
back to how things were before

my hand trembles
reaching out for you
you push it away
and I’m lost

lost in your words
that hug me
lost in a feeling
of belonging

and yet
we drift further apart
drowning in a sea of doubt
your hand reaches for me

but I am gone
and I am done

– with crying.